昨天
見到了王爺爺
- Aug 08 Sun 2010 03:18
王爺爺
- Jul 14 Wed 2010 00:28
re-
when i was singing to him and his guests, i felt like a super star; when i was dancing around his table, i felt like a real dancer; when i looked in his eyes, i felt like i was a princess and he was a king.
- Jun 14 Mon 2010 22:22
Jeffrey & Claudia
Jeffrey來了一通好久不見的電話
告訴我Claudia月底要來台灣了
- May 17 Mon 2010 00:34
The Mass in this morning
今天早上 很早起 不知道為什麼 從昨天就開心到有點睡不著 因為今天(5/16)我答應要帶外婆去彌撒
一大早 我準備好 下樓 已經看到外婆穿著我買的高跟鞋 手拿我買給她的小提包 畫了一點口紅 面對著門口等我
- May 05 Wed 2010 01:29
what am i afraid of?
what am i afraid of? i keep questioning myself.
the king is gone, so i have to decide many things all by myself, yeah, all by myself.
- Apr 30 Fri 2010 02:21
earnestness
how could i expect myslef to treat people autheniclly if i don't even be authenic to myself?
- Apr 26 Mon 2010 23:41
CRUSH
Dear stranger,
You disappeared. I guess i could understand what's that for.
- Apr 25 Sun 2010 23:52
tears in heaven
Tears in Heaven. Eric Clapton.
"would you know my nam? if i saw you in heaven? "
- Apr 18 Sun 2010 03:22
live with free will, face up to the brick walls
After attempted to do something right i found that i'm so confused cuz i didn't follow the free will sometimes. Actually we can easily to indentify what is wrong and what is its coutrary side but sometimes when we face up to the reality we lose a measure chutzpah which could push us to enable our dreams we put ourselves in to a complicated situation. People lose themselves because there are too many rules of ethical concern and socio-values are there to stop them follow the free will, i guess they are must tired out but there is no any perspectives could wake them up, they are gonna live in a small world till the end of life and satisfied with their own achievement which is measured by money, mom's will, business scale...i'm not judging anybody, just a bit sick of hypocrisy, Claudia, you know what i'm talking about, we've got our own way to live and treat this world. In any case, i'll still try to enable my dreams regardless of others eyes.
- Mar 26 Fri 2010 20:12
愛
這是一個你看了會感動的ＢＬＯＧ：
- Mar 12 Fri 2010 12:07
還沒失去的, 請用盡全力去保護
不小心看到弟電腦裡面的照片
有一張 是外公生前 坐在沙發上打盹的照片 穿著毛衣 胖胖的身體 蜷縮在沙發上 頭髮很白 睡得很熟 腳上裝著義肢...........................
- Mar 07 Sun 2010 00:56
三月七日 親愛的國王
在我的認知裡面 我只知道三月七號 就是你離開的我的日子
我想 大概也只有我 才會把每一個有關於你的日子 記得清清楚楚
- Feb 25 Thu 2010 22:04
Glucose analyzer training
training之後才知道
原來我用錯了方式 去照顧糖尿病患
- Feb 23 Tue 2010 19:28
不值得! 去他媽的責任感
明天是外公的農曆忌日
明天什麼假都不能請 公司有重要事情我一定要到
- Feb 23 Tue 2010 00:20
我的好友/室友/教友 王祥怡
- Nov 23 Mon 2009 20:31
the face
staring at your photo....i wonder what its like if you come back to give me a big hug? here's such a long long way to go, i can't see where the end is but that's okay, no need to see everything through cuz things always comes up with an answer behind anyhow. no worry, i'll follow the road under my feet and keep walking in the sun, walking in the moon light, i'll reach a paradise someday. would u still remember my face or my name if we meet in the heaven no matter how old i am? the appearance changed, the love in us would definitely be the same. grand-pa, please help me to forget your crimson face with the god damn inserted tube......help me!
- Nov 08 Sun 2009 19:24
一年前的今天 星星掉落一地
去年的今天
國王心臟衰竭被送ER急救
國王心臟衰竭被送ER急救
- Oct 31 Sat 2009 16:02
空了一半的 皇后的床
滾來滾去 滾來滾去 滾來滾去 ....................
在外婆床上滾來滾去 是一件非常快樂的事
- Oct 28 Wed 2009 00:42
freebasing cocaine
Claudia,
- Oct 24 Sat 2009 21:32
happy birthday
how have you been up there?
happpy birthday, grandpa.
happpy birthday, grandpa.
- Aug 12 Wed 2009 22:35
i carry your heart,
dear grandpa,
i miss you.
i miss you.
- Jul 26 Sun 2009 01:49
the old soul with young spirit
活著，就是死亡的過程；
分兩邊，框內＆框外；
分兩邊，框內＆框外；
- Jul 19 Sun 2009 18:47
MJ & GREEN MILES
When im listening one of MJ'S songs "Childhood", I just can't help thinking of that giant role in a movie nams GREEN MILES.
- Jul 11 Sat 2009 02:07
＜４＞循環
＜４＞循環
＂人出生的時候所有人都在笑，人死的時候所有人都在哭＂忘了從哪兒聽來的，確實有道理。然而如果有人在死之後把其他人搞得又哭又笑，這人一定有他難以被遺忘的價值。
- Jul 07 Tue 2009 22:47
＜３＞兩個肚臍
＜３＞兩個肚臍
機場，一個人們離開和返回的轉運站，讓人飛離此地，讓人抵達此地，讓人從這裡到那裏。在這裡的人，愉悅，慌張，傷心，興奮，煩惱，放鬆，緊張，無奈，憤怒，有各種奇妙表情。現在的我臉上沒有表情。多年來出國出差時我總沒仔細留意這些表情，然而現在我端詳著走過我面前的所有人，手握登記證，和公公的戶照，我憤怒，因為我認為我現在不該在這裡！我開心，因為我終於帶著他出國；我難過，因為他第一次出國竟然是這般情境！一路上不斷告訴他，這裡是香港機場，這裡是飛機機艙，這裡是９千多英呎高空，這裡是維也納，其實我並不知道他是否與我同行，也許我只是自我安慰。靈堂還設在家裡，我卻身處於某個國家的某個城市，為了那份該死的合約，那份該死的薪水！人終究無法和現實對抗，現實不會顧及你的情緒，它只會不斷提醒你，你想脫離它，你必須付出代價。
- Jul 07 Tue 2009 21:33
Turn Me On!
TURN ME ON Norah Jones
- Jul 05 Sun 2009 10:44
darkness attack
Don’t know what can I expect for, and don’t know what am I waiting for, no goals, no destination, no dreams; if I can talk to the other me who were just 5 years old, I’ll definitely ask a simple question “You look so happy! How did you make it?”, unfortunately I would never meet her again even I’m keen to get something back from that little girl. now i'm looking at myself and questioning, who the hell am i? should i care? i don't fuckin' care.
- Jun 11 Thu 2009 18:30
國王, 你好嗎?
今天下班回家時, 外婆告訴我, 他們今天去公公的墳墓待了一會兒, 聽說乾舅舅隨興摘了野花送給公公, 二舅點了根菸請公公抽.
我一如往常給公公上香...
- May 31 Sun 2009 23:04
father, little girl and stories
when i stood by a father who's telling his little girl a story i just cant help
looked at the dark sky n asked my grandpa...do u feel that? my sadness.
looked at the dark sky n asked my grandpa...do u feel that? my sadness.
- May 23 Sat 2009 08:06
till the ocean doesn't touch the sand...
"i just wanna stay with you but im foredoomed to move around you" ocean said.
"the inborn fathomless in you doesn't allow any affections even though im keen to be with you." sand said.
"the inborn fathomless in you doesn't allow any affections even though im keen to be with you." sand said.
- May 20 Wed 2009 23:22
520這一天 全身是傷但心存感激 我愛祢!
多年前 在老家和外公外婆準備過平安夜
晚上八點左右 外公在沙發上打盹
晚上八點左右 外公在沙發上打盹
- Apr 18 Sat 2009 01:38
dedicate to my grandpa
我無須再回頭 因為你已不在
- Mar 18 Wed 2009 22:02
無助
今天騎車下班回家的路上，我聞到了夏天的氣味，是那種香香的泥土味，加上路樹散發出來的香。但是我並不開心，因為我知道今年夏天，你不會穿著我買的ＰＯＬＯ衫跟短褲坐在客廳看電視了，我也不能再買你愛喝的飲料給你了，我不能再趁半夜偷偷進你房間去看你睡覺的樣子了，我也沒辦法拿毛巾幫你擦背了。
每天騎車上下班的路上，我總是想著你，有時候會忘了你已經走了，上班出門前還是會跟你說＂阿公公，我要去上班囉！＂，下班回家第一句話依然是＂阿公公！我回來了＂。
- Mar 17 Tue 2009 00:07
我好想你
你那本空白的過期護照，我小心翼翼的收著，日後我每次出國一定會帶著它，也許讓你看看台灣以外的風景。
你的墓地會由舅舅們和力完成，是標準天主教的西式風格，會有很豪氣的大理石作為地板跟門面，一定會讓你很有面子！
- Mar 15 Sun 2009 23:03
你在天國，我在人間，只是暫別
你在天國，我在人間，我們都逃不過這樣的定律，在沒有了你的生命裡，我會更加堅韌勇敢！但是當我脆弱無助的時候，希望你化身天使前來幫助我，我相信你對我的愛就算到了天國，還是一樣獨一無二！你走了，我們這些活著的人，會更加互相扶持，所以請你放心在天國永享天福。
我無時無刻想起你，只希望你快樂，病痛沒有了，窮困也不再使你擔心，我們都是教會養大的孩子，我們知道生命該如何懷抱著愛前進，雖然物質上不充裕，但我們有著緊密的連結，我們不忘時時祈禱並懷念你，因為你是這樣一位偉大的父親，外公，我此生之至愛，我雖不捨你的離開，但你若能從此獲得永福，我的淚水會是甜的。
- Mar 06 Fri 2009 18:58
no one else
the deepest, greatest, unbrekable love in my life, no one else.
- Mar 06 Fri 2009 17:23
"What makes a man"
i heard a song recently, "what makes a man"-Westlife.
a part of the lyrics is extremely touching 'cuz it made me thought of a man....
- Mar 03 Tue 2009 23:17
曬月亮
我最近很少看你的照片，因為，你的所有樣貌，都已經在我心底烙下印記。我每天去看你，我知道你有感覺。
當其他人幾乎快要忘記你的時候，我還在想，你一個人躺在醫院。當所有人都做好心理準備了，我卻一點也沒辦法做到！
- Mar 01 Sun 2009 23:18
prayers
keep going to see grand pa every single day, that's the most important thing to me, i've got to see him to ease my fear, day by day.
but somehow his sons and daughter were not in the same position like me, as the time elapsed they were just getting unconcerned and i don't even sense their fear at all!
- Feb 28 Sat 2009 11:41
ｓｕｎｓｈｉｎｅ
星期六早晨，想念著外公，電腦播著音樂，陽光大喇喇衝進房間裡。多麼希望，再一次和外公坐在陽光下，不須說太多話，也許只是靜靜的發呆，也好。
- Feb 26 Thu 2009 11:40
dear grand pa, we own a lot.
you look like a child, fell asleep when i went to see you last night.
don't worry about anything, im with you whenever and wherever, in the air, in your blood, in your dreams and in your heart, i'm your beating.
as long as im alive, you will be alive. please keep your faith as what i did.
May GOD give us thebest bless.
and hope that all friends pary for your health.
you've got to mend.
WAKE UP FOR ME!
- Feb 25 Wed 2009 10:09
THANKS GOD THAT I GOT THE OPPORTUNITY!
DEAR Grand Pa,
Let's fight for our lifes TOGETHER!
- Feb 18 Wed 2009 11:38
leave or stay
the attitude to my life, is casual, i care deeply about little...since grand pa fell ill....
what its like if i get back the embition to a job? im just curious if i can make thinks happen expecially in such a hard time in hotel.
- Jan 28 Wed 2009 23:30
bullshit fuism
if my life is a book, why there are so many strange writing down on the margins? i wonder.
and some of those words are good, some are bad, i don't even know who worte them on my pages but somehow it'd be encourage to me whether it acceptable or not.
- Jan 21 Wed 2009 03:10
right this moment
心是荒蕪的
眼如洪水般
- Jan 08 Thu 2009 18:23
愛的歷史~~~恭喜!
"愛的歷史" 經過一年後 傳來好消息
入圍了金蝶獎 封面設計獎 (台灣繁體中文版)
- Dec 31 Wed 2008 04:07
2008快滾!
我的國王明天要進入照護中心
從11/8近ER搶救 11/9在ICU, CPR六分鐘 12/8進入RCC訓練呼吸脫離呼吸器 到現在他過了三關
